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Can't say this enough to you, thank you so much Nek.
I was so selfish in the way i was acting, i didn't even stop to think about how my actions could effect those around me. I was just so caught up in my own feelings. Since we talked i have been trying to pay more attention to those around me, and i have realized that i do have a lot of people that care (maybe not incredibly so... but still enough) about me and what happens in my life. I mean... there are still a lot of things that i feel i am lacking, and that i miss, but i know that eventually i will be able to live the life that i want as long as i don't just give up on it.
I have been feeling so much better the past week, it's actually scary how much of a change there has been. In some strange twisted way, what happened could have just been exactly what i needed to wake up from the way i was before.
It's weird how even if we don't talk a shit load, and even if when we do talk it's just joking around, that when we can talk seriously like that and not be completely lost. Or so i think... o_O
if that even makes sense to you...? lol
anyhow, all in all, i am really lucky to have you in my life!
much love to you
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[15 Nov 2007|10:47pm] |
I hope that you had a good birthday the other day Neky <3
I'm hoping to have the time to draw something for you this weekend, but we will have to see how it goes, okay?
Much Love,
Cherry
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[13 Dec 2006|09:46pm] |
Ammari sowasowa shinaide.
Anata wa itsudemo kyorokyoro.
Yosomi o suru no wa yamete yo!
Watashi ga dare yori ichiban
Suki yo... suki yo... suki yo!
suki yo... suki yo... suki yo...
suki yo... suki yo... suki yo...
suki yo... suki yo... suki yo!
Hoshitachi ga kagayaku yofuke
Yumemiru no anata no subete.
Aishite mo anata wa shiramburi de.
Imagoro wa dare ka ni muchuu.
Aa otoko no hitotte Ikutsu mo ai o motteiru no ne.
Aa achikochi ni baramaite Watashi o nayamaseru wa.
Ammari sowasowa shinaide.
Anata wa itsudemo kyorokyoro.
Yosomi o suru no wa yamete yo!
Watashi ga dare yori ichiban.
Aa otoko no hitotte nannin suki na hito ga hoshii no.
Aa watashi dake aishite yo Itsudemo hitori dake o.
Ammari sowasowa shinaide.
Anata wa itsudemo kyorokyoro.
Yosomi o suru no wa yamete yo!
Watashi ga dare yori ichiban.
Watashi ga itsudemo ichiban.
Anata no subete ga,
Suki yo... suki yo... suki yo...
suki yo... suki yo... suki yo...
Ichiban suki yo!
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[10 Sep 2006|07:07pm] |
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Since its been so long since ive dropped any form of update in this LJ...
I just moved to school a few days ago @_@;
The temporary dorms we are in totally suck, but once our real dorms open it will be sweet,
the dorms that the swim team got put in are the nicest dorms on campus! Score!
Nothing exciting has happened yet, and i still can reigster for classes because im
an international student, LAME! But yeah, thats how it is i guess.
Stupid USA!!! Just kiddiinnngggg...
OH! And i attended Kumoricon before i came here to campus.
It was in Porttlaaannndd~ And i cosplayed as Kairi from KH2!
I was the best Kairi there >D
Except for the fact that i didnt bother to make Kairi shoes,
because i think the purple clashes... tsk tsk tsk!
But maybe one day i will give in and make them to go with my costume.
But the costume took a long time to make @_@;
But i enjoyed wearing it~ <3
So yes, my university adventures begin from now on~
I'm excited to train with the team here already, the other day we did our first test set,
and i was one of the best in the group, all the other first years were so far behind me,
and even some of the seniors, bwahahahha! Fear me!
Okay yes... im done now o_o;
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[08 Jun 2006|01:22am] |
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http://www.kumoricon.info/voting/analyzer.php
In short: Art contest i entered. Did not win. Ugly picture wont. Cherry wont live with this. Cherry is uber bitter due to over-competative-nature. Thus please send an email to: kumori_girl@yahoo.com asking to vote for me?
I will love you forever <3
Not that i dont love most of you forever anyway o_O
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[11 Apr 2006|11:34am] |
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New Layout =D
Featuring KH2 <3 <3 <3 <3
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[23 Feb 2006|02:19pm] |
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cherry = never updates
yeah... nothing exciting has happened to update about. so thats why~
hmmm... yeah i got nothing o.o
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| Just for Lisa! |
[10 Feb 2006|10:50pm] |
This is because lisa tagged me o.o You said i wouldnt do it, pffffffffft~
List seven songs you are into right now (whether they have words or not) and then tag seven more people. Post these instructions in your journal.
1. Utada Hikaru - Deep River
2. Utada Hikaru - Letters
3. Utada Hikaru - A.S.A.P
4. Utada Hikaru - Uso Mitai Na "I love you"
5. Utada Hikaru - Final Distance
6. Utada Hikaru - Hikari
7. Utada Hikaru - Passion ~opening version~
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[17 Jan 2006|10:10pm] |
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THE FMA MOVIE ROCKS ;-; *Watched it 2 times today*
<333333333
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[09 Jan 2006|01:36pm] |
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I'm in Aussie-Land!!! The internet here is retardoid and wont let anything log in except like IE and Firefox. I FORCED msn to work by doing all these stupid advanced settings. But i cant download my anime episodes that im missing *sob sob* because BitTorrent and LimeWire wont connect either. AND my webcammy doesnt work because IT cant connect.... basically the net sucks! Stupid aussie ISP!!! It worked properly for 3 hours the first day i got it... but nothing more ;-;
KH2 IS LOVE!!!<3
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[08 Jan 2006|10:46pm] |
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Long time no journal o.O;; I dunno what to say. I have no-one who reads this anyywayyysss. I forgot it existed ;>.>
This is quite possibly the worst utada song ive ever heard ._.; <--offended x100 and 5
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[17 Nov 2005|06:41pm] |
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I havent really posted much recently.. ill post some more stuff later.. aka not just quizes!
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[23 Sep 2005|05:48pm] |
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I have a swimming camp alllllllll weekend and it runs untill wednesday. But hteb est part is, its in MY CITY, and even though the pool is like 5-10 mins away i have to go stay at the hotel with the rest of the team... SO STUPID!!! Thye oculd have saved so much money letting the ppl that live here stay at home~ oh wells.. so yeahi wont be on for a bit o.o not that anyone would notice/miss me anyway...
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[16 Sep 2005|10:59am] |
I saw this and i jsut really wanted to do it xD although i was thinking it was going to be G lol
My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?
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[11 Sep 2005|02:48pm] |
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I love hwen you forget about your LJ for 2 months at a time... <.< >.> i swear im alive still~! I only remembered about it since Liss replied to my old old oldddddd comment!! lol. I didnt even know that she opened a LJ, so now shes on my friendy list too ^..^ Hmmmmm nothing much is new. I'm not in school right now, so ive just been bumming around, going to work, swimming.. what will soon be my new usual. Im looking for a second job though, cuz my rentals want me to work 2. Annddd as usual im grounded.. for not finding the second job yet! Ugh my dad = stupidest person ever! <-- or wellllll... one of the.
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wow i havent posted in here in a long time.. i havent been online alot in the past few days, why? im not that sure. Mostly ive just been busy with other things.. Ew~ i got my hair cut today~! It looks good.. only hwen i spend time to make it look good though, which never happens, so im indifferent about it. Anyhow im going to be going away for about 2 weeks for swim meets, one in Calli and another up here in Canada~ I wish i could think of more to write right now.. buti really cant! Ah i want the new naruto ep now~~ <3
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[29 May 2005|07:30pm] |
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So if you're wondering why im not on at all lately its because im grounded..
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[07 May 2005|07:45pm] |
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Hiyas~! Wow so long since i wrote... hmm.. well joy to all i am in Quebec~! Actually im quite excited for this swim meet, i hope that i swim well. Anyhow i just wanted to update to let you guys know that i was going to be away for 10 days again. Sorry that i didnt tell you guys before i left.. things havent been that hot latey.. sadly...
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[11 Apr 2005|09:22pm] |
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I'm here in Cali~! And i havent gotten sun-burnd yet, thank you gawd~! We went to Hollywood tonight and saw the sign, the stars on the walk of fame, and we got too eat at this cool old-school diner. It was really good *drool* Practices havent been deathly hard as of yet, but still not easy. Dryland is -sooo- intense, we were doing abs today (sittups and such) and i actually was like laughing and crying at the same time because it hurt so much but i had to laugh cuz the fact that i couldnt do it was so very pathetic~! Hmm.. what else have we done.. We went shopping on the Pasadena strip a couple times. OH~! So.. here is my story.. (and i know you dont want to hear me rant, but i will anways xD ) So in the airport when we were going trough customs, i got stopped to have my baggage checked. And i was like okay.. they will just look at it. But ooohhh nooo oh nonononoo.. this stupid lady had to OPEN my suitcase, which was packed SO full. I had to actualyl cit on it to close it. So anyhow.. she opens it and takes out all of my stuff and starts asking me what my text books are (what an idiot, look at the TITLE!) and then she was trying to fit it all back in and she couldnt close the bag and she broke one of the zippers on it.. so then that stupid bitch was like "oh.. i cant close it.. so ill leave this to you" So i had to like repack my entire suitcase in the middle of the customs center at the airport. And then while we were on the plane, i took off my vest and set it by my feet, and then when i picked it back up when we were leaving the plane my passport was gone! Just GONE! And i still havent found it either.. dammit~! And then when we got to the hotel there are signs everywhere at the hotel saying "CAUTION! This building contains chemicals known to the state of california to cause cancer. -- Brocures with more inormation are availale in the main lobby." <--DIRECT QOUTE! Sooo.. thats REALLY SCAREY~! And im like allergic to something in the rooms, which is always fun. I've never been alregic to anything before in my life either, so i was really sick and like deiing for the first couple days, but im a bit better now. (end rant) xD Anyhow, i miss all you guys~! <3 Although im sure you are all partying because im gone xD heheh... well i better go, im excitedbecasue tomorrow we get to goto the beach~! Woot Woot~! <3 Baibaiz <3 Miss you alllll <3 <3 <3
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| Watch out Cali... HERE I COME~! |
[07 Apr 2005|12:37pm] |
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I'm headed off to Cali today~! Yay~! so excited~!~!~!~!~!~!~! xD Hoepfully the weather is nice n.n; Its raining here alot recently, it sucks~! Anyhow, im just coming on to say bye to all of my friendy-wendies cuz ill be gone for 10 days or so. I'll miss you all~! <3 Baibaiz <3
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